Sebastian Vettel has described his six years at Ferrari as âa rollercoaster rideâ as he heads into his final race with the team in Abu Dhabi.
The four-time champion said he felt an âemotional attachmentâ to Ferrari, but admitted he and the team had âfailedâ because they did not win the title.
Vettel said: âLooking back, there were a lot of things we should have and could have done better.
âThe main thing is to make sure I learn from it, and I have grown from it.â
The 33-year-old is joining Aston Martin next year – the new name for the team currently known as Racing Point – after Ferrari told him before this season even started that they would not be renewing his contract.
Vettel said both he and the team had made mistakes over their time together, and pinpointed the 2018 season as being âdecisive for many thingsâ.
Ferrari had a competitive car two years ago and Vettel led the championship for much of the first part of the season, only for a crash when he was leading the German Grand Prix to halt their momentum. It was the first of a series of driver errors as Ferrariâs season fell apart, and Mercedes and Lewis Hamilton grew stronger over the second part of the year.
There were also off-track disruptions, including the death of Ferrariâs influential president Sergio Marchionne in the summer.
âIn the â18 season, we had the passing of Mr Marchionne, the change in (team) leadership from Maurizio (Arrivabene) to Mattia (Binotto). Maybe the â18 year was decisive for many things. But I donât know if you can break it down into only one thing.â
Vettel also highlighted Ferrariâs decision to split with technical director James Allison in 2016, saying: âIn 2016, we parted ways with James because of personal conflicts at the time.â
The Englishman, regarded as one of F1âs finest technical minds, joined Mercedes in 2017 and has overseen their continued success over the last four years.
Vettel added: âWe were up against a very strong team-driver combination, one of the strongest we have seen so far, but our goal was to be stronger than that and we failed. There are reasons for that. We had good and bad races. We got close and sometimes were far away.â
He admitted that being a Ferrari driver in difficult times meant dealing with pressure but said that was not the cause of the difficulties he faced.
âIt sounds nice and it adds a little bit of drama to everything,â he said, “but I am definitely not holding that as an excuse for coming short here and there. If you are ambitious to win and you have the target to win and succeed, you are the first one to realise that yourself. It isnât depending on the pressure from outside.
âOverall, I feel much more comfortable or in a better place now than those years ago but at the time it hasnât always been easy or straightforward.â
Criticism of the FIA
Vettel also weighed in on the row over the handling of the âyoung driverâ test in Abu Dhabi on Tuesday.
Renault have been given permission for two-time champion Fernando Alonso to drive, but governing body the FIA has not allowed Vettelâs replacement Carlos Sainz to try out a Ferrari, or Vettel to drive a Racing Point.
âIf you allow Fernando then basically you have to allow everyone,â Vettel said.
âSo I think the governance should take a fair decision – which in this case I donât think they did because otherwise Carlos, and some others and myself maybe, would have had the opportunity to test.â